I wish you came too

We went on a trip to visit our family and friends in BC. We were there once since we lost you, but we didn't see many people on that trip since it was for work, so some parts weren't as hard - we didn't go as many places without you. And though there are many places we've been without you, some places I notice it more. Like not having you with all your cousins, or wishing I could be watching Jotham and you playing together somewhere special. 

I held a tiny baby for the first time on our trip. He turned one month old the next day, the same day you would have been 10 months old. I was watching his mom feed him and hold him, and I knew someone would offer for me to hold him. I'd been wanting to meet this little baby since I first knew he would be born. I knew he'd be safe to hold and cry with, that his mom and dad would understand, which they did. This is little Micah the second time we saw him and his family.